When is my wedding

a migraine rant journal with touch & go landings on my medication-induced recurrent nightmares & thoughts on life in general...

"give me one more medicated peaceful moment" -a perfect circle

Thursday, April 26, 2007

thesis writing + migraines = doing pilates all day > lying around in pain

so i tried for the first time to "write at home"...well i guess it's time to give my fiance props for writing his entire thesis at our place, while also working full time. i can't CANT focus at home. i left the lab thinking that all i do here is spend time online etc (let it be proof that me even writing this is also procrastination) & that i'd work at home. right.

well...whether it was the procrastination or the weight of the thesis itself on my mind, it wasn't long before the migraine hit. so instead of feeling sorry for myself, i looked to a set of pilates dvds for advice. an hour and a half later i realized what i had done and that exercise (as always proven to me through attempts of the past) is a bad idea when you have a migraine. it makes my head angry. i know that sounds funny but it's true. i swear my head was about to explode or implode or pretty much anything -plode related.

needless to say i awoke this morning to a body i couldn't lift from my own bed, another migraine, many new demands from my supposed "abs, buns & thighs of steel". ah natalie what have you done...