a migraine rant journal with touch & go landings on my medication-induced recurrent nightmares & thoughts on life in general...

"give me one more medicated peaceful moment" -a perfect circle

Thursday, April 5, 2007

April 5th, 2007

okay i'm definately addicted to coffee...i kept it to two today but i find my hands shaking uncontrollably today (and lately) which isn't good. i'm anxious too lately but that's probably an effect of the amitryptiline etc...which also knocks me out. i went to bed at around 10:20 pm last night and didn't get up until 8 so i'm definately not the same girl that used to feel fine after 2 hours of sleep throughout my undergrad. i'm in the lab for about 11 hours today trying to wrap things up and ask for permission to write my thesis on the 17th...stress and anxiety mixed with overworking definately dont fair well with migraines. we'll see how it goes. at least easter will be a nice break this weekend...however we're going up to my fiance's parents place for a few days and sleeping in a place that's not my own (mixed with the fear of not being a good guest) leads to migraines as well. he really needs to take me to a spa or something...or away for a weekend. c'est la vie...