1. amittyville horror. i have never seen the movie but for some reason my first nightmare of 3 that occurred on april 5th was "called" amittyville horror. i walk into a house that's older but an exact replica of the house we lived in in germany. the walls are covered in blood and scratches and a man in what appeared to be a dark cape with silver foil triangle eyes starts slaying everyone in the house. it was like the "animals can sense your fear" situation where he'd only "see" you and slay you if he could tell you were afraid of death. it even went so far as to brutally murder children who trusted him enough to get close so he could "tell them his secrets". probably one of the goriest horrible dreams of the night and although i woke up several times, every time i closed them again, i re-entered the terror.
2. this was followed by a nightmare that happened in a church of all places. steve and i were sitting on a ledge that overlooked the rest of the church where i was all of a sudden filled with anxiety over what was about to happen. we then were all led out to a tent in a field where those who came before us were sacrificed and made into food. we waited until dark and were told to go into this circus-looking tent to gather as much food as we could. as soon as we walked in, these scary looking human/animals stormed in and discovered us and started killing everyone. then i woke up...only to have nightmare #3.
3. a 'thug' looking guy was walking back from elmvale (the mall close to where steve & i live) as i was walking towards blockbuster one night. as soon as i got inside, a gang appeared and started shooting everyone in the store. i ran into the backroom and got inside a sort of combination-locked safe until the police showed up. when the police came in the back however, the gang had fled with the child i was with, and the police thought it had been me that shot everyone. they then started trying to kill me as well as everyone else in the backroom that worked in blockbuster. then i woke up, told steve my 3 scenarios from the night (at around 6 am) and tried to sleep for another 2 hours until morning. every time from then on that i closed my eyes there were stranger and stranger situations. the longest was probably a dream that lasted around 10 min real time where laura (my sister) and i were on a boat that was sinking in the ocean and we had a man time us to finish a 'challenge' that required us going through underground museums and what not or else he'd catch us and kill us.
just another day in the life...
a migraine rant journal with touch & go landings on my medication-induced recurrent nightmares & thoughts on life in general...
"give me one more medicated peaceful moment"
-a perfect circle
